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Wow! It's been such a long time since I last posted something, Its Summer so i'm gonnat try to write weekly! i hope everyone is doing well. I am just frustrated that I can't find a job, i have fees to pay at school, as well as a credit card! ugh, i get upset just thinking about it. But anyway, I hope everyone is having a good summer!

AND FOR ALL MY HC FRIENDS...PLEASE COME BACK TO HC! I MISS RPing WITH YOU GUYS, LETS BRING OLD MEMORIES BACK! :D

IT IS FRIENDS ONLY MY FRIENDS!

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COMMENT TO BE ADDED....

so true..

Remember when getting high meant swinging at the playground. the worst thing you could get from boys was cooties. mom was your hero and dad was the boy you were going to marry. your worst enemies were your siblings. race issues were who ran the fastest. war was a card game. the only drug you knew of was cough medicine & wearinq skirts didn`t mean you were a slut. The only thing you smoked was the tires on your bike. the only thing that hurt was skinned knees & the only things that could get broken were your toys. Life was simple and care free, but what i remember the most...was wanting to grow up...

aww time...

One of the hardest things is having words in your heart you can't say out loud.

You never lose by loving, you only lose by holding back.

“Hands Clean” Alanis Morissette


If it weren't for your maturity none of this would have happened
If you weren't so wise beyond your years I would've been able to control myself
If it weren't for my attention you wouldn't have been successful and
If it weren't for me you would never have amounted to very much

Ooh this could be messy
But you don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime

We'll fast forward to a few years later
And no one knows except the both of us
And I have honored your request for silence
And you've washed your hands clean of this

You're essentially an employee and I like you having to depend on me
You're kind of my protege and one day you'll say you learned all you know from me
I know you depend on me like a young thing would to a guardian
I know you sexualize me like a young thing would and I think I like it

Ooh this could get messy
But you don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime

We'll fast forward to a few years later
And no one knows except the both of us
And I have honored your request for silence
And you've washed your hands clean of this

what part of our history's reinvented and under rug swept?
what part of your memory is selective and tends to forget?
what with this distance it seems so obvious?

Just make sure you don't tell on me especially to members of your family
We best keep this to ourselves and not tell any members of our inner posse
I wish I could tell the world cuz you're such a pretty thing when you're done up properly
I might want to marry you one day if you watch that weight and keep your firm body

Ooh this could be messy and
Ooh I don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime

Spanish Poetry! Neruda is a God!!!!

Para mi corazón basta tu pecho,
para tu libertad bastan mis alas.
Desde mi boca llegará hasta el cielo
lo que estaba dormido sobre tu alma.

Es en ti la ilusión de cada día.
Llegas como el rocío a las corolas.
Socavas el horizonte con tu ausencia.
Eternamente en fuga como la ola.

He dicho que cantabas en el viento
como los pinos y como los mástiles.
Como ellos eres alta y taciturna.
Y entristeces de pronto, como un viaje.

Acogedora como un viejo camino.
Te pueblan ecos y voces nostálgicas.
Yo desperté y a veces emigran y huyen
pájaros que dormían en tu alma.

Pablo Neruda

Hold On...

Spend your life searching
Awaiting in line
I know you're holding on
To one you can't find

When the light is fading and its hard to see
I hope you know you are still a part of Me

So hold on
Hold on to me
Hold on
Hold on to me

Jan. 8th, 2006

"I think God's a little too busy to be worried about which two people like each other."

Good Song...

Good Song...

"Something in Me" Katelyn Tarver

At the end of my street
That's where we all meet
Talk about nothin nowhere to go
You're into that scene
But inside I could scream
It's a desert where nothin can grow
I would stay here of I could
But I know it would do no good
Maybe someday you will understand

CHORUS:
Something in me wants to reach with both hands
Go over the edge and see where I land
Something in me wants to know what's out there
It's something that I've gotta do
It's not you it's something in me


You're bathed in the light
Each night after night
Watching your life pass you by
I know you had your dreams
But now it just seems
You've settled for less why should I
I know you're scared that I'll get hurt
But don't you think it's so much worse
To give it up before you even try

CHORUS

If I listen to my voice
it leaves me no choice
I would stay here if I could
But I know it would do no good
Maybe someday you will understand

CHORUS

happy new year!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR MY LOVELY FRIENDS!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!

ps. i am soooo not drunk right now, just a little tipsy! 6 tequila shots have no effect on me! lol